Sucks that things are not as they used to be. Sucks that we used to talk to each other on the phone like literally everyday for an hour or 2. Now not even 15 minutes. Dulu msg 24 jam, time kat sekolah tenga belajar pun nak msg. Okay enough, every relationship has their honeymoon period right? i guess. But what's after the honeymoon period is what that scares me. My life sucks, i don't/can't even socialize with people. Don't and can't yes both. Basically my life is only about my family of 8 including my grandparents and my boyf tu je. Friends? ada kawan pun mcm tkde kawan. When boyf busy main game buat hal sendiri aku ni buat apa? phone and drama is my bff now. I need someone to talk to about everything that i've been keeping inside me for the longest time. Da tkde makna nya best friend dalam hidup aku. Buat ape ada 'best friend' kalau kita perlu kan orang dia tkde kat situ. Buang masa aku je la kau ni. I need some advice and opinion. Sucks to be me at some part, tapi tkpe bersyukur syukur alhamdullilah cause someone out there definitely had it worser than me. Asalammualaikum